Nov 26, 2009
My Haas profile
Q: What is your most unique learning experience during the two years at Haas?
A: Unlike some of my classmates, I was fortunate to be exposed to various business project as a business analyst so the formal academic/business/student project learning experience was not as "unique" to me. What I find to be the most unique experience is rather personal and intimate-It was the intuitive leadership class I took while I was on my exchange program at HEC, Paris. It made me realized that I still lack much of the the "soft skills" of a good leader. And in order to be better at the"soft skills". I need to "feel" ( as oppose to "think") more by stop being judgemental to my own feelings.
Q: If I had chosen another school for MBA, what would I have missed the most in Haas?
A: I would have missed the entrepreneur spirit and atmosphere. At Haas, everyone is encouraged to take risk and pursue their own success. I never felt there was a "mainstream" nor "majority" field of focus. I never felt awkward or uneasy when I shared my career passion with my classmates. It's still a competitive place where we still strive for excellence but we don't compare . Because of this strong culture, I am now much more open to other perspectives both in my professional and personal life.
Oct 12, 2009
How has my MBA changed the way I work?
During the first week of work, I had a strange feeling that the past two years had been a dream. Everything about the office remain pretty much the same: The blue carpet, our receptionist Audrey, the sofa at the pentry, the breath-taking view of the Taipei from the office, and the most helpful IT in the world-Terry. I tried so hard to recall the first day of my MBA yet that day seemed even further away than the last day of my analyst years at McKinsey. It was the first time that I felt my MBA was truly over. I felt sad and scared. I wasn't sure how my two years at Berkeley has helped me become a better associate or a more effective leader.
Something must have changed...
..I must have changed...
But what is it?
And then after one project, I realized that the reason why I don't have the answer to this question is because it was the wrong question to ask. Maybe my MBA hasn't trained me to become the most effective McKinsey associate, but it certainly has taught me something way beyond my career: It simply changed the way I think about my life. I learned to accept things that I cannot change and have more couarge to change the things that matter to me. I know it will take practice before I have the wisdom to know the differernce between the two but I will remain open to this journey
Apr 4, 2009
Enjoy life
Ok, seriously, I say you should spend the time to see the world. I know you have been to many places, so see the world may have different meaning. If I have visited most places I'd like to see (like you), I would spend a whole month in a city I really like and live like a local. I will shop at farmer's market and learn local cooking. I will spend weekend at where the locals go. And I will take pictures and write notes to make sure every bit of experience is kept and remembered.
Alternatively, you can pick one thing you are interested in and make yourself a real expert (not McK type of expert). If you like ramen, you can travel through Japan and taste 100 top ramen in 10 cities in a month. If you like architecture, maybe you can wander across US or Europe or Japan and visit all the great architect works. If you like music, go follow the live tour of your favorite artists. Be a groupie. This is your last chance.
Or go scuba diving like crazy in some random islands. You will dive in same location for so many times that even fish there get to know you. But only when you do that you will see the details.Or follow a book you really like. Live the story, not just read the story.I can go on and on. The point is, you may want to build a "spike" at this moment. Go for depth, not breadth. It's not about how many cities you have visited on Facebook.
Be creative. Be crazy (take a train from London all the way to HK, for example). You can afford that (not just financially).Or maybe you are embarrassed about some really simple thing like you can't swim or can't ride a bike or can't cook. Then learn it.It's a luxury to have seen the world already before you start b-school. You should know much better about what you can do and want to do in the very last summer break. Don't waste it.
And last he told me to enjoy life.
Maybe the only way to live your life is to enjoy it.
Jan 9, 2009
L’elegance du herisson
The class is called intuitive intelligence and innovative leadership. Some people might think this kind of “soft skill” classes is too fluffy but for a person like me who is interested in psychology, the class is fascinating. The professor began the class with a little game. After the game he asked me how I felt about the game in front of 30 students:
Me: Well, I noticed that everyone has their own rhythm when they are playing the game so throughout the game I was trying to figure out their rhythms so we could win.
The professor: May I ask you, were you a consultant or a banker before MBA ?
Me: (amazed yet a bit embarrassed by how quickly he could see through me) : Yes, I used to be an analyst at a consulting firm. (Even worse, I was both if I counted my miserable summer experience..)
The Professor: I am not asking you what you were thinking when you play the game, I am asking you to share how you feel when you were playing the game.
Me: (OMG, OMG, OMG how did I feel? ) Well..... it’s weird because I felt both relaxing and uneasy at the same time.
The professor: (Smiling) In French there is a saying “ When John cries, John laughs. ” Theoretically speaking, it makes perfect sense for a person to experience contradictory feelings at the same time. What I find more interesting is how you described your own feeling. You said “It’s weird”. Do you notice that you were making a judgment and generalization about your feeling? and by doing so you are distancing yourself from your actual feeling and experience?
It wasn’t comfortable to be analyzed by the professor in front of 30 strangers but what he said had a deep impact on how I wanted to spend my precious 4 months in Paris. Instead of ”thinking ” what my exchange experience should be, I want to simply “feel” it. I know I cannot change the fact that I love to think and reflect but for the first time in my life I wanted something more than "trying to figure out why and how".
I wanted to be closer to my heart.
And I could not think of a place more beautiful and elegant than Paris for me to do so.